Pray for those who despite-fully use you

Have you ever been a child that had that one adult who always promised you they was going to take you here or there and upon the day of arrival they never kept there word? I have found that with that pain, rejection had set in, no trust had set in and many times we followed the pattern. If you are a women or man of God holding your word is key to healthy relationships and healthy relationships is a form of REVUNE and many look for green in paper, but true wisdom knows your gift will bring you before great men, just make sure you know the difference in the relationship, and pray for those who despite-fully use you.

This was a special event on October 9, 2010

Moving in an Apostle's call

Greetings everyone,
I haven't been blogging for I have really been working on going higher in my relationship with God. I've found as God reveals to me what to do instead of sharing with the one's who say there for me I stopped. I am grateful that I did. I've learned something about God. I've also learned how much I am falling in Love with God as a whole. I am not always able to please all that come in contact with me and at this time it no longer is a concern, but I have found my life becoming God centered to where signs and wonders really do follow those who believe. It is soooooo all about Jesus and the Church that it is important to me that I SEEK GOD ON A HIGHER LEVEL. I don't know who this may help, but I know it will so I'd like to just add be Bold as a Lion and keen as he smells, be Prepared like an Eagle who is ready for the storm and He hunts high attacking from another level. Be strong as an Ox who though travels slow and tarries he doesn't come off the wall until the job is done. He also know how to WAIT. We must seek God bold, to go to higher heights in Jesus and be ready for the battle that is to come. Or just go to the enemies camp and take back what he stole from you. I did and I am glad about it. I wanted my life, and everything God said it mine.

The Watch, what will you do?

Son of man, I have made you a watchman for the house of Israel; therefore hear a word from My mouth, and give them warning from Me: ect..
What position will you be in when God tell you to go and tell them? Will you watch and pray? Is your ears of your heart listening? Many are called, but few are chosen. I choose to seek Him and wait for the Lord to say well done! Watch and pray for we don't know when He will come. If He tells you to go tell will you? Each man must examine him/herself.

His word comforts me

As I lie upon on my bed trying to clear my mind from all of the distractions that are trying to over take me; I stop and sigh for relief it is His word that comforts me. Once again led by the Holy Spirit telling me to let go I find it is His word that comforts me. Sure one can make a call and, anyone can pick up. They can listen to how one feels or flatter one with there tongue, and say it's going to be alright. Yeah I'm sure we've all been told that line but, we feel no sign of relief because it is the word of the Living God that comforts me,you, the body of Christ, the ones who want to be free.
Are you feeling tired, drained, life coming at you in all angles, lost your job, family member you prayed for to live and, yet they still passed away? It is His word that comforts, that sustains you during that warfare moment. That moment our adversary is working on discouragement for your break through in in the morning. It's powerful, mighty for pulling down the strongholds of life for some depression, hurts, pains whatever the case maybe,feel free to join me, pick up your bible, the POWERFUL WORD, and get that real true relief. His Word It Comforts Me.
May God bring to you the peace of Him, the quietness even with chaos around you. We serve a Sovereign God with so much compassion. Just to know it is HIS WORD, that comforts me is all I really need.

A sisters love that only God could restore

Greetings, this would not be your average blog. This is about what prayer can do for one and there family. My sister and I were not always close due to drugs and alcohol. Not to mention we just didn't see eye to eye for our own reasons. I pray as I share this post it helps someone know that prayer changes things. My sister who is one of my younger siblings preached her first message yesterday at her church and all I could do is praise God for he worked it out. I would have never thought my sister and I would be in ministry, but God did and for that I celebrate. If I would have held un-forgiveness in my heart I would not have the new birth of a relationship with my sister. I am glad no matter how she would get mad at me I chose to continue to pray for her deliverance as others did for me. I am proud to say that God did it and it was in His time. She is so humble and on fire for God and I am excited to see what other place we will go. So if you are saved and praying for that child, that sibling, that family member don't give up on God for He won't give up on you. He hears your plea, that cry for your loved one. Question is can you show them the love of Jesus that will draw them to the Father? We must be living epistles for the world, we don't know how God is going to work it out, but we trust he will. I pray for the family's of loved ones to trust in our Heavenly Father and let Him be God and we move out the way and watch the fruit of love come forth. Thank you Jesus for all you paid for.

Single & Saved, how far will you go?

I am single and saved, it use to bother me. I kept asking God where is my Boaz? Is there any women who can relate to what I am saying? I trust there is, so let me encourage you. Keep a Nehemiah spirit and don't come off the wall until the job is done.
As women we long for the marriage, the family etc... and we get involved in relationships that are not ordered by God out of loneliness. Then we find ourselves sleeping with the enemy and wonder what went wrong. Question coming to mind is I thought he loved me? If a man loves you he will put a ring on it. The bible clearly says that HE who finds a wife finds a good thing.
Are you willing to wait? How far will you go? Each time you sleep with a man and he releases his semen in you it is a consummated marriage. Then out of hurt to cover your wound you sleep with another, hmmm enemy. bringing that into another relationship. So what happens is you lose more of yourself. You now are saved and wounded. Women of God don't come off the wall until the job is done. Let God be your husband and walk with integrity. Sell out all the way and let God send the assigned man for you. I've learned that when we allow God to guide us we can't go wrong. It is okay to be single and saved, enjoy your freedom in God, but remember if you can't keep yourself in holiness it is better to marry than to burn. In that I will say, just pray he is assigned by God or your on your way to disaster.

I am glad I am saved

As I continue to grow in Christ from the reading of the word, and building my relationship with Jesus I must thank God that I am saved. Each elevation has become more strategic, yet determine to run this race no matter what the opposing team brings I am falling deeper in love with Jesus. I am glad I am saved.
I went on vacation with two women who say they believe, but I realized that I am living a spirit filled life and they are carnal minded Christians. It was in there dark moments that I had to say and will continue to say I am glad that I am saved. I'm not pretending nor do I want my good spoken evil of. The integrity, the loyalty, the royal part of being a Kings daughter means the most to me. I never knew how far from the truth they live because of how they was raised, it has caused them to believe by there works there saved. That is so far from the truth. Even evidence of speaking in tongues was not used in there culture. I will continue to pray that the true and living God exposes them to the truth of who he is for them to taste and see how sweet He is. In this time we can't be apart of what is dark and not be effected by it in some for or fashion. For some it may be good, for others it may cause them to lose what they worked so hard for. I just want to say I AM GLAD I AM SAVED. IT IS THE BLOOD COVERING AND HIS LOVE THAT KEEPS ME GOING. THINK IT NOT STRANGE WHEN THE FIERY TRIALS COME TO TRY YOU.

Florida Gulf Oil Spill: Plans to Evacuate Tampa Bay Area Are In Place

OH HOW I LOVE JESUS, PLEASE READ THE LINK. IT IS THE TIME TO REST IN GOD FOR THE TIME IS AT HAND AND FOLKS IS TRULY NOT REALLY SEEING WHAT IS GOING ON.







Florida Gulf Oil Spill: Plans to Evacuate Tampa Bay Area Are In Place

It is in His hands I trust

It really is happening, the shift is real. Will you be ready when Jesus comes? Who's hands are you in? I rather you all talk about me, turn your backs on me and whatever else you already do, than be taken out the hands of the living GOD. Get ready folks this oil spill is getting ready to mess some folks up. PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY and if you ain't saved NOW IS THE TIME. God please give me the wisdom of how to move how you want me to I am ready for the Master's use in a Major way.

A Fathers Love

Greetings to all and may the words that are being spoken cause you to examine your heart.

A fathers love, what does it really mean? I fought with that because the only love I knew from a father was abusive. On father's day I find myself learning to redirect my thinking. This picture is real, it is of my friend who I call a real brother. I continue to look at how this was captured and what does it mean to me. I see one of the greatest needs in the world coming from this picture, I see REAL LOVE. I pondered and struggled with this fathers day for what I think should be in a father, in my world never existed, but then the Holy Spirit overtook me and I began to praise God all the more. He is my Father, my Heavenly Father, my Friend, my Rock the one I can truly depend on. I pray to all the father's around the world that you don't just be a father on father's day, but that you make it happen everyday. So many times we get caught up in the cult, the tradition of what is celerbrated and forget why we really had that special day. LOVE, the whole time it is all about LOVE.

John 3:16-17 For God so LOVED the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. ( AGAPE LOVE )

Bottom line folks some of us never seen the role of a positive father, some of us hate our earthly fathers, some of us have been hurt by what we called father. This is just the way it happens all around the world. But for me this verse was the true reminder, there is no greater love that the LOVE of our HEAVENLY FATHER. What God has done in my life by healing me from the hurt of one of the most celerbrated holidays, father's day, it He brought it alive he reminded me of His love, that unconditional love, that forgiving love that love that the world could never give for our earthly bodies can't live up to it no matter how much we try.

SO TO ALL OF YOU MEN WHO HAVE BEEN THAT MAN A FATHER DOING YOUR BEST FOR THAT SON OR DAUGHTER OR EVEN BEING A MENTOR MY HAT GOES OFF TO YOU AND MAY YOU REMEMBER THE BEST THING A FATHER CAN DO IS SHOW AGAPE LOVE, REAL LOVE. I thank my brother for allowing me to use his and his son's picture for he really does love his son and it shows even without the camera. I love you for being that man you are, thanks Soni you are my hero. Happy Father's day not for one day, but for everyday.

The Lord is my Shepard I will walk with Him always

Here is something that I thank God for it is those time outs; me and my Father alone, one on one:
Many masters/leaders, that are haughty and imperious ( prideful, arrogant, puffed up, ect...), think it favour enough to the best servants they have not to rate them, and beat them, and be cruel to them, whereas they ought to be kind to them, and tender of them, and solicitous for their welfare and comfort ( some leaders even get mad when the servants of the Lord get sick or they miss a Sunday to fellowship with family ect...). God wants us all to be a good steward of the gifts he places in our hands, sometimes we can take advantage of the people God brings in our life and then you wonder why they went to the next Shepard's field, they remembered the word " The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want" when you prosper off of another and forget the fruit, the fertilizer ( that humble servant, that gift) God gave you of course you lose your domain, and/or your flock to another Shepard who has compassion. here is something else to think about good brothers and sisters in the Lord are hard to find, they don't serve you they serve God, some folks got it twisted taking kindness and a servants attitude for weakness. Be-careful it could leave you in a bad spot and you never know the sheep may become your Shepard ( Look how the table turned on Saul to David, just a little nugget). Take heed of the warning brethren. Many churches are going to crumble, if your one can you serve another? Or will you allow your pride to continue to strip your integrity? We all have choices

SHIFT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH GOD

As I began this journey there was women who came across my path. It was strange to me, a new part of my life for I was coming into the body of Christ straight from a prison life as well as street. Many of the women I met had already been in the church for quite some time, so I figured they knew what was best for me. Meanwhile, I was a student (still finding myself that student, seeking truth) of the word even during the many years of incarceration. I found myself having real God experiences. God was molding me, shaping me into a woman of Integrity, that Virtuous women of God.
Along the way I grew strong, and knowledgeable of the word of God (not saying I know everything). It became my destiny, to seek the truth. I had been bound for soooooo long that when I seen the move of God, and was affected by what I was reading, I desired to be more like Christ. The shift was happening, I was changing and so was the woman in my life. As I began to take a stand for truth many started to rise against me, the saints of God many lacked knowledge, and that was rough (still rough). The funny thing is it wasn't just the women, but the men in leadership as well. Some would talk a good talk, you know that flattering tongue conversation, and at the time it meant alot to me for I was still what they said to be a babe in Christ. I joined the Church, but not like the average women or man, but like Christ, what He wanted. I excepted Him and sold out to what is God's. I wanted more of Him, and it became obvious. I remember when I preached my first message, " How are you living"it took my church at that time by surprise for they didn't know what God placed in me. The Holy Spirit moved in that service greater than the two years I was there and heard the leader preach ( mind you I never missed service for those two years) from that day forth I no longer was seen the same. The pastor of that church decided he wanted me to be the evangelist. How many of you know that if you allow others to tell you who you are you may be settling for less. I've learned that you got to know that you know who you are and who's you are or people will mess you up for religion and tradition still takes place. I didn't know the power that God placed inside me, and not to mention I was still trying to adjust to this Church stuff. So along the way many doors opened up for me to speak at many functions. I began to really notice the change in me, seeking God the whole time. He would place men/women with a prophetical anointing in my path who contributed to building me up (many from another state). Shift happens, I was able to now move in the prophetical, again let me say it was there the whole time. I hadn't caught on to how much, but as time went on and I got good in my gifts, I became more aware of the voice of the true and living God. God stripped my eyes, and taught me how to walk in the spirit and to me that is good stuff. I began to see how much the church was out of order, how many would compromise for a little pleasure of sin, than to stand for truth. How many of you know being saved will cost you? Some will give up the drugs, alcohol, but not sexual immorality. Some still singing in the choir, and okay with shacking up. Some will preach behind the pulpit and continue to sell crack and leaders are okay with it as long as they pay GOOD tithes, seems to me selling themselves short for a dollar is what it mounted up to be( worship of the god of this world). Please don't get me wrong we all fall seven times and get back up, but as a leader you sit until you are right to stand up, catch your balance so to speak. Many follow you and when it appears to be excepted, to compromise what happens to the babes in church, they do like you do and still no change takes place except for those who seek the truth. Believe it or not many die by the way side for what they thought was God turned out to be a lie. The church is so far OUT OF ORDER. Anyway moving right along, so I continued to move and grow as led by the Holy Spirit; who I SUPRINA FORD THANK GOD FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT HE WILL LEAD YOU IN TRUTH. So if you remember the beginning of my sharing I told you about the women across my path, as I was growing I left some churches for my season was up, and some stuff in leadership I just won't compromise, it is about INTEGRITY, REPRESENTING CHRIST. Another shift happened some woman I was close to began to shift as well, this is when I no longer was at there church, or doing what they felt I should do ( mind you some are religious & traditional, as well as they will follow man, instead of God) I have no longer received the same love. I thought being saved and them being my sister that was enough. For me for I thought we formed a genuine relationship, oh how I have found that to be so wrong. Now let me stop you that would say not all of us are like that your right not all, but as soon as I stepped out and no longer was apart of there group/click however you want to say it is when it seemed to be when all hell broke out. I found out many folks that was forever in church lacked the knowledge of the FIVE-FOLD MINISTRY, they would claim the Prophet, the Evangelist, the Pastor, the Teacher, but when it came down to the Apostle, the religious folks say that the anointing took that gift, so if thats true would it not be for all gifts? Well I've moved on from many and many have stop associating themselves until a storm hits them or the church hurt takes place, for it will happen. Remember I said SHIFT HAPPENS, some of you will grow. I have learned that I must remember for the shift that takes place in the lives of the saints, will cause an earthquake in your spirit leaving behind the familiar people, places, and things. Off with the old skin and into the new skin, my destiny has become my purpose, so no matter what man say's seek God with all you got for the Holy Spirit is the best teacher you got, for man will change on you, REMEMBER SHIFT HAPPENS.

Dont grow weary in well doing

Greetings to all brethren,
I pray as I write today's message, those who are going through will be encouraged. Have you ever felt like you want to stop doing the work of the Lord for whatever your reason may be? I feel like that sometime. This walk is personal and along the way there is always that one who just don't get it or understand what this journey is all about. In my last post, it was about what does the African American church do for there own. It was blown out of proportion and became another's problem. I work hard to stay saved and clean and sober not just saying this but living this way. It's not just on Sunday, it is 7 days a week. I am not out willingly committing sin, taking advantage of the grace given from GOD.
R & R Missionary Outreach has become bigger than me. It can be mind blowing for God is in the mix. I not only spread the gospel, but I do family services and I don't get paid for this the way the average person believes I should, so when folks come at me crazy sometime I want to go there. I'm not looking for no pats on the back, God does take care of me. I do expect the saints of God to grow from milk to meat so they can do what God has for THEM we all a body part each has a work, I am strict on those who work with me for integrity is important. Sometimes that is hard for not everyone is sold out to God/Jesus, not everyone is serious about Kingdom building. This is my life. I do ministry full time and when folks want to argue and trip I will leave you right there on the trip. Yet I don't think they realize I am human and I have a breaking point like all humans for I too am human. Sometime I want to slap folks into reality that this ain't no joke. I have feeling like others, but don't get mad at me for doing what I AM called to do. I came from some stuff just like others and believe me my greatest task was with fake church folks. The ones who want to say there saved and yet they love who they want. I was wounded from the church and even had experiences in the house of the Lord where folks criticized my praise and when my mom who I fought to get to church over hears these saints talking about me and she walks out of the church crying and hurt, you better believe don't go weary in well doing arises in my spirit and so does my flesh of wanting to whip some butt, yet my goal is to win my mom and others. So when you respond to my post make sure your ready for truth because this is personal and just like I fought real good in the world I've doubled that for the spirit, I am a true women of God and I earned it for it took me almost my whole life and has cost me a great deal of losses. If you get mad at the post ask yourself why? If it isn't about you then it shouldn't make you mad. If it is and you say iron sharpens iron then examine your heart. CHANGE, PROCESS is a part of Salvation. Can we just be about Our Fathers Business as Jesus did? I have my work cut out for me for I don't want to be a usher, or a deaconess or even sit in the house of the Lord. I was called into the vineyard and that is where I see the fruit. If I claim to be a leader and lives are not being changed something is wrong so I say every dry bone that comes around me has to get up and live again. There is power in being a child of the most High GOD, there are benefits and its not always about money here on earth, but heavenly riches the best money you can get. So to those of you who feeling like giving up don't. FIGHT back and remember people are not your enemies there just vessels who get pimped by the devil. I still say there is good in the hood. and I am down with it. God Help America get it right and Please strengthen the body of Christ, keep me in your prayers for I to go through and not ashamed to say sometime I want to go off. LOL.....but I still got JOY

What happen to men of valor?

Greetings to all brethren, I pray that as I write what I am led to write folks stop getting offended and just search your heart. If this is not you please pray for others and if it is please ask God to help you. He sent the Holy Spirit to be our guide and sometime we forget that. I was listening to the cry of a young woman about the abandonment of her father, and how much I could relate to her. Men of God there are many wounded soldiers that are crying for a Fathers love, some you see and won't do nothing. What happen to integrity? We hear many talk about the power of a praying women, but what about the power of a praying man? When will men take the role and search there inner being and allow God to heal them, and remove pride and get in touch with your sensitive side and feel the hurt of the youth, and others. I see the work in the house of God has been with many women, but if a women steps into a role that a man feels he should be doing then she becomes the villan, has it ever occurred to you that she wants you to step into your role, but for whatever reason you won't? I hear the youth cry to me why won't my dad love me? What did I do? or why did daddy leave us, again I hear what did I do? Men of God please hear this cry we need you to all presume position and man up. If you are a husband and feel because you pay the bills, supply the house it makes you a man, please don't get it twisted a suga daddy can do that. It is more than duty, its honor it is you valor that you want. Sometimes the words of encouragement can make a difference, a tear dropped before your son or daughter and let them know real men do cry, Jesus wept and there is no man greater than Him and if he could do why do we tell our sons there weak if they cry? We must come from tradition and wrong teaching and really follow the ways of God, it is then the best of what a man or woman comes to past. I pray for whatever man that reads this if you have a son hug him even a daughter, but I make it a point with a son men don't hug men enough because of there ego, please let that go. Fathers day is coming up why wait for that day to be special, make today, the now special for tomorrow is not promised to you or the youth in your life. To you leaders if there is a young man that you noticed wants to walk with valor and integrity embrace him, mentor him, help him find his way take you hurt and pain and turn it around, and share the Love of Jesus help make a difference not out of duty but out of a man of God.

This is an Emergency

His delight is not my own

Greetings to all the brethren:
I discovered that the wait on GOD is a test, a plan, a promise that GOD will do what He said He will do and far beyond what one could ask for. In Psalm 37 we read scripture that states delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. But the verse before tells us to trust in the Lord, and do good, and the scripture after that tells us to COMMIT OUR WAYS TO THE LORD, trust also in Him. So, is the desire I have my desire or the Lord? So many times we want that husband, that wife, that job, that church and we leap out of order and go for it. Then once we get there, no satisfaction. Could it be that really we didn't wait on GOD to give it to us as He see's fit? I ask myself this question alot especially being a single woman of GOD. I want what GOD wants for me, but then when I see just a little bit of what I know is GOD I leap out of order. God knows whats best for me and for you, but we become anxious and we don't wait on God and then we have found ourselves repenting over what could have been avoided. I don't want to shame the name of God I want what He has for me. Today I say Lord help me to wait on you, help me to see where you are in my life, help me discern when the enemy comes appearing with the light by half truth. Brethren are you able to wait on GOD, for that marriage, ministry, that child, that job, that raise that victory? Do we really love God? Can we wait when we see are neighbor who isn't saved getting everything we think we deserve? Can we still commune with God when the wicked get married before you do? Can we still read our word when the co-worker who is always late gets promoted to the job you know you have been praying for? What do you do when everything around you looks good, and looks like there prospering yet there life isn't about GOD, can you WAIT? This is reality folks, the wicked prospers yet, it will come to an end, a man's folly will send him there yet we feel like nothing is taking place. So my loved ones remember this, God is ordering our footsteps and He is taking us to a great place just be ready and wait on GOD. We got to trust Him and Him alone, not even placing our trust in ourselves because of the flesh.

Prayer changes things

Oh Father as we come to you on one accord help us cease from religion and tradition. Help us recognize the importance of each member of the Body Of CHRIST. Let us not get so caught up in our outward appearance that we can't support one another. As we grow into godliness let us continue to pursue Holiness. What good is it to read the word and not believe? God we are expecting you to restore, rebuild, replenish your people. Touch marriages, ministries, families, your people. Let us not just wait on GOD, but let us REST in GOD. Take us to a place that we don't mind waiting on the Lord. Someone will read this and when you do, the child your praying for will come home, the abuse will stop. All we got to do is trust God and not just be hearers or doers of the word, but combine them and take a stand for righteousness. Help us forget about ourselves and put our mind on Jesus. Lord you are the author and finisher of our faith with that nothing is impossible. Guide us into your path for your name sake, deliver us from all that is evil. Teach us to examine our hearts, allow us to be blameless before you and our enemies.We are born to be kept by JESUS, keep us Lord that want to be kept.

One body, One mind, One Spirit?

Is it true that we all serve the same God? 90% of the world believe we do, I am here to disagree. If we serve the same God then why is there so many religions? If we serve the same God why is there idols? If we serve the same God why do we have so many denominations? Because there is only one Living God and One Savior who is our Salvation. In this picture we see unity, we see each one is on one accord. We also see them in a prayer position, and they all have on a cross. Does that mean they all serve the same God? No, what has happen is division has taken place in man for they all want to be a god. When we forget our purpose then we become an illusion of what looks like unity, but in all reality not linking to one another at all. Real unity is life changing, it is the Father, Son, Holy Spirit when we can get along as the 3 in one then we become a great spirit, a powerful force to overcome all obstacle and illusions. Satan himself has been a great imitator for a long time that is why many are confused in who God really is. It is time to take a real self examination and see if what you believe is truth. The more I learn about the flag, america and all that it stands for the more I seek the truth for what appears to be greatness is nothing more than a ploy to distract. I say that all Christians and non-believers need to wake up. Hell wasn't made for man, yet many will go. I pray your ready for the wrath of God is upon the land and the little minds think is just a disaster, an illusion I tell you. Warning always comes before destruction are you taking heed to the voice of the Living God? I pray you are.

Christ the center of my life

Transition is taking place in my life and in the mist is a whole lot of prayer. I must stand for what I believe. In that I find the greatest war is my flesh against my soul. The pains that life can cause will kill you if you don't fight and one of your weapons is a prayer life for yourself and in that Christ becomes the center of your life. Is Christ the center of your life? Do you commune with Him daily? Please take this advice and seek Him while He may be found for we are in the time of great sorrow for many. Remember the acronym of PRAY ( Pray Repent Anoint Yourself)

Are you ready for the storm?

Wow this was another reflection, I love how the Holy Spirit lets me see. When I first saw this picture I thought about Noah's Ark, then I was sitting here looking at this picture thinking about what to write. And then hit me, are you ready for the storm? Many of us go through life's up's and down's finding our-self drowning in our sorrows with the woe is me.We say we love God and we dance and go through all these emotions, we even can encourage others as though we have been called to preach. Now the shoe is on the other foot the storm is hitting your house, hmmm are you ready for the storm? Life is guaranteed to throw us some blows it is in the word, but are we really ready? The church is so far from the word that it is out of order. My bible tells me greater is HE who lives in me then he who lives in the world and if I believe that then to embrace the giants in my life should be okay. I know some of you are saying we miss the mark and, yes I agree, but the journey as a pilgrim should come to a place where we decrease in calling folks to pray for us and we start fighting back. The word say's think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you; but rejoice to the extent that you partake of Christ's sufferings that when His glory is revealed, you may also be glad with exceeding joy. I don't know about what you got out of this word, but what I understand is that there are storms to come and instead of being thrown for a blow I have learned to be prepared for what comes natural yet also to make up in my mind that shift happens and when it does will I have my mind made to fight back and still praise GOD? Is there anyone who can relate please thank God for the word that prepares us with the Holy Spirit.

The power of unity in prayer

Please help understand why we won't pray together? Our family, our ministry, our lives depend on unity. I was reading about the Illuminati, masons and all the deceit that is portrayed, and I have found that the church is not preparing the body of Christ for what is to come. Do you think that oil spill was a disaster or could we see scripture coming to life? Revelations talks about what is now upon the land and folks are so caught up by self-righteousness that they are missing the importance of prayer. It is important that every tongue, every nation, every tribe who is saved come from denominations and get together and help protect our belief. If you are a leader of a church and it is not giving its people preparations for the coming of Christ you are out of order. Get busy, help take back what the devil is trying to take by getting in the TOTAL WILL OF GOD. I DARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

What does it mean to surrender?

I pray that as you read the reflections I bring before you that your heart is in the right place, for when I write it's not to make one feel less than. It is my hope for you to search your life, your motives, your soul and ask yourself this, do I give GOD my best? This photo is a reminder of unity, holiness, faith, his hands, submitting with a attitude of GOD is our source. I have found myself in the need to give GOD my best. It was His best that I received unto Salvation. It is His best when I am forgiven, delivered, redeemed. It is His best when He sent His only begotten son. It is when I give my best that I see Him at work in my life and others around me. How long will be say we are of God, we are saved yet our actions don't line up as a saint? How long will we look at tittles, positions, denominations before we actually realize that GOD is not none of them? I don't want to be like the rest, I even hear you when you say how can you judge? Judgment starts at the house of the Lord. I have been called by God into the gift of an Apostle, I never wanted to except that yet there was a greatness inside of me that said you will. I had to get pass the people, the ones who told me what they wanted me to be and I had to step into what GOD said I am going to be and I am. Many babes in Christ come in with great zeal for the Lord, but lose it after linking to the wrong body part. The church is so out of order that GOD is going to hold them responsible for all of the destruction to His children in the gospel. Our Father loves us and we need to love Him back by truly loving on another. I understand to walk by faith. To walk by faith is this picture, it is giving GOD our best. Are you given God everything, oh and for the one that only see the money look again. Are you pursuing holiness, are you committing your life to Jesus as your Savior? What is it that you are still holding on to that is keeping you from being Christ centered, only you can answer that? May your life come to a place of surrendering every area of your life to GOD not in tittle, not for a season, but for the rest of your life, He has done this for you and for me. A life time commitment how far will you go?

Mold me

Greetings, as I ponder upon my own life I can identify with the potter, His goal is to make the vessel into something beautiful. So I ask why does it hurt so bad? You know that it is all for the glory of the Lord but, you still feel pain in the process. Sometimes in life we must give our control over to the master for His use, and it is not always easy. Though the end results are rewarding the flesh cries out loud, NO! It seems so easy to just stay in the pain and look for no way out, yet I am finding it is in the process of Him molding me that I see each time he rebuilds I grow from glory to glory into His shekinah glory. That is when I become the vessel with no cracks, no leaks, no darkness, but into the transformed light for many others. If you are that broken vessel I dare you to embrace the pain, the transformation that is coming forth and feel what it is that is being cut off and know that it will not stay that way. God has a purpose for your life and apart from Him you can do nothing. God has our best interest at hand, so brethren is there a relationship that has caused cracks in your life? Is there unforgiveness that is holding you back? Search out your heart and whatever that pain is allow the Potter to rebuild and repair with a type of clay that man could never create it is His unconditional LOVE.

Who are you sleeping with?

It gives me great pleasure to blogg, it is here that I can seek my Lord and share what he say's to me. Today the question at hand is who are you sleeping with? Daniel gives us a great example of TRUSTING IN GOD. Despised for truth, not willing to compromise in what he believed he was cast into the pit, yet knowing his life was in the hands of GOD he didn't take his eyes off of the LORD OF LORDS AND KING OF KINGS. When the Goliaths of your life come to oppose you will you sleep with them out of fear? When you lose your job will you go hustle, or sale yourself, or yet even more so go to depression and worship the false god? Or, will you continue to worship the TRUE GOD, and REST in Him as Daniel was thrown in the lion's den even his enemy had to pray for him. God will always show up in your pit, your place of a dark moment. It is when we are in the secret place that God is moving. I challenge you to face your enemy with a resting in Jesus, Our God for the Lord is our Shepard and we shall not go in want, but you must believe He will bring you out as you stay into the place of faithfulness. Daniel didn't allow the god of this world to stop his fellowship with GOD. Sometimes out of fear we sleep with the enemy rationalizing that we want peace, Jesus is our peace. For some we just get paralyzed and can't go any further for what appears to be no hope, Jesus is our hope. I plea with you stop look and pray let not the power of illusion overtake you. For the word say's think it not strange the fiery trials that you will encounter. Just stay saved and fight the good fight of FAITH. Be careful where you lay your head, who are you sleeping with?I pray you rest in our GOD in His power. In the ANOINTING THAT DESTROYS YOKES.

It was in darkness birth took place

And the earth was without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of waters. And God said, Let there be light: and there was light. ( Gen. 1:1-2)

So with that our discussion begans. The average person thinks that in darkness there is nothing good, but today I challenge you to see this at another angel. The word of God said let there light, and there was light and in light he saw good. So if in darkness GOD saw some good that would come out of it, could we not see the same? It is in our darkest moments of life that all things are working out for our good. Have you ever been in a storm where it looks like everything before you is falling apart? I mean WOW the children are tripping, 22 years of marriage your husband cheated on you and not only did he cheat, but got another women pregrant. That is a dark moment. Is there one that can remember addiction, thinking that they would never get clean and sober or have a life that leads to anything good? That is a dark moment. Hey, heres one for you Pastors, your spouse just passed away and when he passed everybody in the congregation leaves because your a women and they feel woman can't preach. Another dark moment. Well if you can relate then this message is for you. It is in those dark moments the Potter is molding, forming, stretching, pruning things in your life and you can't see the light. It is when you yield, you embrace your BOTHA'S in your life that you can understand your were under construction for the Master's use. We must stay Christ centered to be ready for the Master's use, my question for you are you ready for the use of GOD? Can you see something good coming out of your tribulation? The bible warns us to THINK IT NOT STRANGE WHEN FIERY TRIALS ARE TO TRY YOU. So if this is true than why do we find ourselves stuck in the moment instead of living in the NOW FAITH, NOW FAITH IS THE SUBSTANCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR AND THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN.

What Happen to Integrity?

Greetings to all of you, I've thrown out a question of what happen to integrity? I've been preparing for a youth revival and as I prepare my mind, body, and soul I have a search within. I have continued to see the church fall from a foundation of truth fighting for a cause to a church who has lost sight. I was speaking to a brother about the spiritual warfare that I had encountered last night a prayer, as I described to him what happened it caused something to be revealed from him truth. He stated how many don't want to come to the church, many don't want to fight. I was sad to hear this for the church has came to a place of compromise that is again I must say is OUT OF ORDER. When we are not willing to come toghether and prayer or fellowship because of the opposition that takes place in warfare, we lose the intergrity set before us. Jesus never said we couldn't He said "We can do all things throught Christ who strengthens us" so if this is the word of the GOD we say we believe in then why has the church laid down to die? Why have they decided to walk away from intergrity? With that I will leave you with this, if you say you are saved and you love GOD I challenge you to turn from loving Him to FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM, it is then you can take back your intergrity and walk in the NOW FAITH AND ANSWER THE CALL. May God have mercy upon us all for we are not representing as Ambassdor as we've been called.

The Innocent vs. The Illusion

Greetings to all who will be apart of this blog. It gives me great pleasure to be apart of R & R Outreach. I will began with the picture on the left, what do you see? Now some will say it is a cocktail, some will see just the roses, some will think beauty. Illusion: a false, misleading, or overly optimistic idea; delusion.
Innocent:not tainted with sin, evil, or moral wrong;pure;one free from evil, especially a young child.
Now your probably wondering what does this have to do with the picture, a lot. First let me state this is a glass of cranberry juice that I decided to take a picture of, not ever expecting to use it in a blog. You see perception is everything, how we see people, places and things. I now will express my problem, there are many women around the world who have children that are taken from them because of the illusion vs. the innocent. Our children are being placed in the hands of what our babies call monsters. Those BIG DEMONS in a robe of flesh. The issue is that many of these monsters have successful businesses, they carry briefcases, they have what appears to be a good name, they have BIG MONEY, which in all reality is a form of POWER. So I have to ask a question what happens to that mother and her child who are innocent and are separated because of the color of there skin, or because the lack of finances, but most of all because of CHILD ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, WILL CPS, THE SYSTEM CONTINUE TO CLOSE THERE EYES, SEEING THE ABUSE? BUT BECAUSE OF MONEY THAT HAS THE POWER THE ILLUSION CONTINUES TO PREVAIL I will tell you what I see and hear happening all around the world, the illusion over powers the innocent. It is not okay for money to become the right of who a child is placed with. It is not okay for a child to be judged by the color of there parents skin, that is not okay. It is not okay for a mother to be stripped of her right to be with her child. The real sad part is AMERICA AND SOMALIA HAS MUCH IN COMMON. THEY DON'T HAVE CHILDREN'S RIGHTS. OUR CHILDREN ARE SOMEBODY TO. THEY ARE OUR FUTURE OUR DOCTORS, OUR TEACHERS, OUR PASTORS. So I invited you to come and join R & R Outreach on conference line to pray for change in our system so the right's of children are acknowledged, and our children are not place in the hands of the monster. Help speak out against this nationwide crime that is not and illusion, but it is a reality.
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Every Thursday at 4pm (pacific time) Please take a stand for TRUTH. I pray that what I have shared this day will effect how you see.

Are dividing the word correctly?

As we continue to follow the reading of the church that is out of order the Holy Spirit gave me a reminder: Luke 11:14-23 (read for yourself for truth)talks about a house that is divided. We also know in scripture Jesus said he who is not with Me (JESUS)is against Me (JESUS), and he who does not gather with Me (JESUS)scatters. So if the word being preached is not edifying, winning souls we are OUT OF ORDER CHURCH! It is time to bring in the sheep to the Great Shepard, this is our Christ Jesus.I pray to leaders all around the world, as well as the saints who are called to evangelize,that when you share, teach or any relations to scripture you go deep for yourself and move in the power of the anointing and you'll find you will please the Father. Its about equipping the Body of Christ for the coming of our Lord and Savior.

Cont' the church that is out of order

It gives me great pleasure to find Restore & Repair Missionary Outreach getting in order. I truly believe that if your moving in the anointing others will follow that anointing. If I preach,teach,involve myself in the spirit realm and not see the lives of others around me change according to scripture I am out of order. Can someone please explain to me why are we reading the word and preaching and lives are staying the same? Is it not our GOD given authority to move in the power of GOD? Mark 16:15-18 (read it for yourself for truth), my understanding is that we are commissioned to move in authority that God has ordained to His messengers. In verse 17 Jesus tells us signs will follow those who believe: In My Name (JESUS)they will cast out demons;they will speak with new tongues;......and it goes on so hmmm if the bible tells us this can happen why are souls not being restored? This is what Restore & Repair is all about seeing lives change and transformed. It is my honor and priveledge to see that you never stay the same whether you prosper far more than me it is not the point, one should be glad of that. It is the fact I stand behind who I am, and who's I am for 1.) An Ambassador for Christ Jesus 2.) Being ordained by GOD as an Apostle,to believe that Restore & Repair was not just a name made up, but it to was ordered by GOD. I pray this helps you understand these blogs that will take place. Restoration is now taking place.

Is your Church in Order?

What is a real church meeting, 1 Corth. 14:26-40

Greetings to all, my name is Apostle Suprina of Seattle, WA I've decided to share my thoughts and hope to hear from others. Are you a person who heard about GOD, but what you seen from Christians caused you to think again about Christianity? Are you saved and found yourself no longer wanting to be apart of the church? I have found that the church is preaching order, but yet there out of order. According to 1 Corth. 14 we see a church meeting has taken place. It is very structured, but yet the very church of today is out of order. Scriptures states that whenever we come together each one has a psalm, has a teaching, has a tongue, has a revalation and an interpertation. This being done for the edification, so my question is why is there so many people with a job to do for the body of Christ,but yet the leaders aren't allowing scripture to take place, church your out of order. If you are reading the scripture and only taking what you want for your building your out of order. Why is the baptist , lutheran, methodist ect.. and they tend to only fellowship with there tittle of sect, hmmm this is wrong church your out of order. So why is it that those who have a phd or some form of tittle takes away the credit of a believer who can preach just as good or better than the tittle carrier and the leader know but won't allow for man sake, hmmm church your out of order. There is so much being done that is out of order, yet we hear church folks (religion)holding folks back because it doesn't fit THERE PROGRAM. The church is out of order, wthat brings me to another point. Where is the bible did Jesus write a program? I thought if the Holy Spirit which is the truth is truly guiding there is no program man can write again I will say the church has gotten far away from what is Jesus. CHURCH TODAY IS OUT OF ORDER.