His delight is not my own

Greetings to all the brethren:
I discovered that the wait on GOD is a test, a plan, a promise that GOD will do what He said He will do and far beyond what one could ask for. In Psalm 37 we read scripture that states delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. But the verse before tells us to trust in the Lord, and do good, and the scripture after that tells us to COMMIT OUR WAYS TO THE LORD, trust also in Him. So, is the desire I have my desire or the Lord? So many times we want that husband, that wife, that job, that church and we leap out of order and go for it. Then once we get there, no satisfaction. Could it be that really we didn't wait on GOD to give it to us as He see's fit? I ask myself this question alot especially being a single woman of GOD. I want what GOD wants for me, but then when I see just a little bit of what I know is GOD I leap out of order. God knows whats best for me and for you, but we become anxious and we don't wait on God and then we have found ourselves repenting over what could have been avoided. I don't want to shame the name of God I want what He has for me. Today I say Lord help me to wait on you, help me to see where you are in my life, help me discern when the enemy comes appearing with the light by half truth. Brethren are you able to wait on GOD, for that marriage, ministry, that child, that job, that raise that victory? Do we really love God? Can we wait when we see are neighbor who isn't saved getting everything we think we deserve? Can we still commune with God when the wicked get married before you do? Can we still read our word when the co-worker who is always late gets promoted to the job you know you have been praying for? What do you do when everything around you looks good, and looks like there prospering yet there life isn't about GOD, can you WAIT? This is reality folks, the wicked prospers yet, it will come to an end, a man's folly will send him there yet we feel like nothing is taking place. So my loved ones remember this, God is ordering our footsteps and He is taking us to a great place just be ready and wait on GOD. We got to trust Him and Him alone, not even placing our trust in ourselves because of the flesh.