The Life with Christ as a Apostle But your still created for business

Greetings to all who find themselves reading this. My name is Apostle Suprina and that only has value to those in the house of GOD, but to the world I am just Suprina. I said that to say this. Many have fallen to the wayside as they seek after everything but Jesus. It doesn't surprise me when I see this because many are being affected by the economical crisis in there homes, on there jobs, in there communities. This list can go on, nevertheless what they see is not an illusion. There really is change that is coming; but what affects there mind set to change the way there living? I want to share out of the life of being an Apostle and still having to pay my bills, take care of my family and cover the people of God that the Heavenly Father has entrusted me with can be a challenge on many different level. Balance is something that will always be needed and required by GOD.
I was sitting here pondering as I read my daily reflection that seem to stay in my spirit and spark up this conversation. It is not always easy living a Holy Life when there is so much chaos all around you, and many ask what keeps me from going back to which Yah has brought me from.
Humility, yes that's the key to me keeping my sanity as I still not only been called to be an Apostle, but I am called into business as well. A place I never, ever expected to be since all I knew was hustling and drugs.
God has been so amazing to me in giving me the opportunity to share with my fellow people. You can't be who you are called to be when you worry that truly isn't from GOD. Worry is a sign that you need to sit in a place of solitude and have a talk with God the Father. Yet many are taught that it is a place to look at your problems, a place I know far to well. I am writing this to challenge you to think different, it would be well with your soul and take a load off of you if " SEEK THE LORD FIRST."
It is possible to living a godly life and answer your calling but you won't be successful with the gifts if you don't have "THE GIFT" and that :GIFT IS CHRIST", you must keep GOD first in your whole life.
If you have some questions about what is being said please leave a comment and let us grow from this.

Reflections, what do you see?

Reflections, as I gaze upon the beauty of life I see how much I have missed. We have as believers been so self asbored in the material things such as cars, homes, money even family and jobs that we miss the true identity.
The reflection of ELOHIM, the creator of all NATURE. I am sitting and reflecting upon what do I see. I see how God has allowed me to make it. How he allowed me to travel into a unknown territory and supplied my need in-spite of the true demonic forces that was working against me. I have found that this was what I can call a preparation for ministry in an international way. Sometime we get to involved, let me say I have gotten so involved in things that was a desire, but not a will of GOD yet HE still showed up.
Who's reflection do you see as you wake up? Who do you see as one cuts you off the road? Who do you see when life throws you blow after blow? Who do you see when you thought that one human was the one for your whether being a spouse or friend? I have really evaluated what I see today and being honest sometimes it is not what HE said in the WORD.
Genesis 1:27 states So God created man in HIS OWN IMAGE, in the image of God created him; MALE and FEMALE created HE THEM. How much do we take that for granted, if what I see is not LOVE then GOD help me; God if what I am does not reflect your likeness, help me.
Yes it is true we should be able to REFLECT HIS OWN IMAGE, and our reminders are around us everyday. God spoke a word and creation became what it is, the trees, the rain, the sun, the flowers the beauty of it all. But an important factor is YOU AND ME we should reflect beauty being RADIANT in the eyes of others that those in the world want the CHRIST we serve.
Reflections, what do you see? It is my prayer that self-examination becomes a product of your life-style not just on Sunday or when your around your leader, but everyday for it is Written GOD CREATED MANKIND IN HIS OWN IMAGE, with that who does CHRIST SEE IN YOU? Remember you will go back to what was and is, but what position will you be in?
Apostle Suprina Ford has spoken

Change

In the beginning it all started out like fun, I mean really seemed like there was no harm done. Until one day I found that I couldn't stop what I was feeling, some where deep down inside me it kept growing and growing causing other things to manifest. You may ask what is it? It is pain, pain from loving folks who don't love you. Pain from doing the best you can to live a righteous life and your so called friends turn there back on you. Even some family couldn't except the change, hmm want to talk about painful, OUCH! that really did hurt. But then as I sought a way to deal with the feeling of rejection, I came to realize NO CROSS NO CROWN! It wasn't until I really understood that I no longer live but Christ in me and because of that my life it not my own. Change is deeper then the metamorphosis of a Caterpillar. It is deeper then putting on clean clothes, and showering. Change is deeper then move from one end of town to another. Change is within, and change hurts. For you have to let go of old thoughts, old behaviors, old friends, even so old family and that itself can be painful. Nevertheless scripture says Be strong and of good courage, did you know it takes courage to change? I know I can go on with this but, to change into your GOD given purpose will sometime be painful, but in the end you will be grateful. LORD I am grateful for you did it, you already knew I cease from old behavior, putting on the NEW MAN. I can say this before you can put on the new you got to be rid of the old, and in that a transformation can take place to a deeper sense, a deeper need to be just like JESUS. ARE YOU WILLING TO SUFFER JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE? ARE YOU WILLING TO STEP OUT IN COURAGE? I love what change is bringing to me, blessings to you all.

                   Apostle Suprina Ford in another season for greatness

I've decided to go all the way

I've decided to go all the way. As I sit in my home and meditate upon the goodness of the LORD the GOD of relationships I find myself in tears. Nobody can get the glory for my life, there was nobody there for me. Oh yeah my mom she tried, it didn't work. My  children tried it still didn't work. I intervention after another but none of this worked. It wasn't until I excepted I was powerless over darkness and there what a power great than where I was. Yes I met Jesus, He spoke to me with true love and compassion. Understanding my pain, my suffering, my anger, my resentments shoot this list could go on for I was a wretched wreck. O but then GRACE came and swept me off my feet and I began to except that I needed some help. It was then during my time of help that life started to look like it was worth living. You know when were on drugs, living a fast life the god of this world has you blind but now look at me I can see. Jesus you are my hero, that's why I decided to go all the way. Nothing could be worse than what I've lived, hmm I don't know about anyone or there circumstance but I surely can tell my. GOD GET'S THE GLORY FOR MY LIFE, GOD I AM GRATEFUL HALLELUJAH, I GIVE YOU WHAT IS DUE YOUR NAME THANK YOU FOR GIVING BACK MY LIFE, NO THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE. If you are someone who feels like you can't go on I suggest you look at me the young women they said would never make it and guess what I've GONE ALL THE WAY. I have so much to be grateful for, I cry guys and girls I shed tears because I don't want to let my FATHER DOWN my HEAVENLY FATHER, I wan't to be the best I can in this robe of flesh and I believe GOD is going to allow me to be. I send blessing to everyone just go all the way. No matter what GOD is going to get the glory with or without you, so you mine as well go all the way with JESUS.

What does it mean to submit?

Submit? This word has always been one that I not only was confused by but also found myself in fear of it. For there are many who have taken this word out of context causing me to stay away from this word due to the lording over one. God has not called man to lord over a human but to shepard and when we as leaders lord over a human the word is abused.
I chose to write on this subject due to a recent experience that caused me to understand what submission is all about. I also have supplied you with the meaning of the word from the dictionary which states: To yield or surrender (oneself) to the will or authority of another.
Then I went a little deeper for we have heard women submit to your husbands, and even in that for some it has become abusive. I've interviewed some men and asked what did they believe that meaning is all about and 2 out of 10 men felt it was for the women to do whatever the man said without any back talk. Of course this amused me for I found in my conversation with these individuals it wasn't still clear of submission not even to them. For there statement was still under lordship.
It was at a service of worship that I found what true submission means to me. I invited a man of God to be a speaker at a revival and during the service I clearly heard the Spirit of the Living GOD tell me this service is to be of healing no preaching. So as I approached what GOD has spoke to me, the GUEST decided he wanted me to collect the offering. I of course was offended for I am not called by man but by GOD. It was during this time my attitude almost got the best of me, but I heard GOD say submit to the church. I had to bite my tongue and humble myself and keep moving as I was being led by GOD. I will never interfere with the Holy Spirit and it was shown to me how many was praying against me as Apostle, but Heaven backed me. I found that true submission for me has been under the authority of the Holy Spirit by yielding and being ready for the Master's use. I thank GOD for allowing me to experience such things for I understand that to submit is a powerful thing. It made me understand that Jesus was the first to submit when He came from a high place to go to a low one. I pray that each leader really gathers information from the Holy Spirit to understand we have the perfect example of submission by what Jesus has already done and continues to do for the world.

What is a Father to me?

LET US PRAY FOR OUR CHILDREN AS THE FATHER SHOWS US THE WAY, TRAIN THEM ALL.

What is a father to me? As I ponder upon Father's day I must think of my own biological father. The male which was a donor to the life I now live in the fulfillment of Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.
There are some of you who are angry, disappointed in your earthly father, yet there are those of us who have been blessed to have the privilege of a male figure in our natural life to show us what a father should be. Nevertheless I can't help but think upon the word of God, train up a child the way that he/she should go: and when he/she is old, he/she will not depart from it.
I just want to say thank you Lord for the Holy Spirit that has led me into the truth of what a father is and a father is love.
What is love you should ask? Love is long-suffering, kind, not envious, is not puffed up, does not provoke there child to anger. Love is GOD, our Heavenly Father
In this I just want to say HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL THE MALE/FEMALE FIGURES WHO HELP TRAIN UP A CHILD EVEN IF THE CHILD IS NOT THERE OWN THAT'S WHAT A FATHER WOULD DO TRAIN UP THE CHILD IN A HOLY MANNER THANKS TO YOU ALL AND HAVE A SUPER BLESSED DAY.
REMEMBER no matter what we all have a job to do it is the will of the MOST HIGH GOD OUR HEAVENLY FATHER TO REFLECT HIS LIFE BEFORE ALL. SOMEBODY NEEDS A FATHER UNTIL THEY CAN GET TO THE HEAVENLY ONE YOU MAYBE ALL THAT THEY SEE ARE YOU SHOWING THE EXAMPLE OF GOD?

A right now word

Greetings to all my brethren:
It gives me great pleasure to be very transparent on what I am about to say. I woke up this morning for our am prayer and found myself very heavy/burden with an offense that the offender may not have even acknowledged they portrayed.
I had to ask GOD to please forgive me for holding on to this feeling, but I also had to thank GOD for the Holy Spirit helping me identify with the pain I was feeling.
I just want to say to all of you, please beware of how you handle people for you never know what space one may be in during the time of offense. If we only want to deal with people for there gift or only when we are in need, what example of love is this?
I now understand what Jesus states about offense and that it will come. I thank GOD for the WORD being alive and powerful. It is that our gift is for people to use and enjoy, but when the gift is all you want you leave people feeling used, our bible says pray for those who despitefully use us.That let's me know that folks will continue to do such a thing and I must be ready to forgive them 70*7.
I didn't understand that because I've learned to even love my haters for I wrestle not with flesh and blood, and just because I have this type of love doesn't mean that everybody else will. Nevertheless it is important who and how we share ourselves with others, I don't know who this is for but as led by the Holy Spirit I release and Apostolic anointing of healing to take place in the lives of offended and offenders, I pray that your re-established to Christ Jesus your Lord and Savior and don't let an offense cause you to stop your purpose. Please don't abandon ship we need you to live and go share the gospel.
Some of you won't even go back into a church because of the offense, some of you are in church and won't speak to your sister or brother in the LORD because you was offended.
HEALING IN THE NAME OF JESUS. YOU WANT DELIVERANCE SO BAD BUT DON'T KNOW WHO TO GO TO OR HOW TO APPROACH GOD, LET THE ANOINTING FALL AFRESH UPON YOU NOW AND I SPEAK RESTORATION WITH DELIVERANCE MUST TAKE PLACE NOW. FATHER IN THE NAME OF JESUS THE CHRIST I TRUST AND BELIEVE FOR EVERYONE THAT YOU'VE ASSIGNED TO READ THIS THAT THOSE IN NEED ARE RECEIVING A RIGHT ON TIME DELIVERANCE SO THAT THEY CAN STEP INTO THERE INHERITANCE. LISTEN SAINTS YOU CAN'T GO WHERE OUR FATHER WANTS TO TAKE YOU IF YOUR NOT CASTING YOUR CARES OVER TO THE LORD FOR HE KNOWS WHATS BEST FOR YOU. NOW LORD THANK YOU FOR BEING GOD AND RELEASING ME AND THE MANY OTHERS WHO WILL COME ALONG SIDE AND BEHIND FOR NOTHING NEW IS DONE UNDER THE SUN THAT HASN'T ALREADY BEEN DONE HEALING HAS TO TAKE PLACE MAY THE JOY OF THE LORD BE YOUR STRENGTH, AMEN AND AMEN.