The Life with Christ as a Apostle But your still created for business

Greetings to all who find themselves reading this. My name is Apostle Suprina and that only has value to those in the house of GOD, but to the world I am just Suprina. I said that to say this. Many have fallen to the wayside as they seek after everything but Jesus. It doesn't surprise me when I see this because many are being affected by the economical crisis in there homes, on there jobs, in there communities. This list can go on, nevertheless what they see is not an illusion. There really is change that is coming; but what affects there mind set to change the way there living? I want to share out of the life of being an Apostle and still having to pay my bills, take care of my family and cover the people of God that the Heavenly Father has entrusted me with can be a challenge on many different level. Balance is something that will always be needed and required by GOD.
I was sitting here pondering as I read my daily reflection that seem to stay in my spirit and spark up this conversation. It is not always easy living a Holy Life when there is so much chaos all around you, and many ask what keeps me from going back to which Yah has brought me from.
Humility, yes that's the key to me keeping my sanity as I still not only been called to be an Apostle, but I am called into business as well. A place I never, ever expected to be since all I knew was hustling and drugs.
God has been so amazing to me in giving me the opportunity to share with my fellow people. You can't be who you are called to be when you worry that truly isn't from GOD. Worry is a sign that you need to sit in a place of solitude and have a talk with God the Father. Yet many are taught that it is a place to look at your problems, a place I know far to well. I am writing this to challenge you to think different, it would be well with your soul and take a load off of you if " SEEK THE LORD FIRST."
It is possible to living a godly life and answer your calling but you won't be successful with the gifts if you don't have "THE GIFT" and that :GIFT IS CHRIST", you must keep GOD first in your whole life.
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