In spite of everything going on in my life I will follow. I heard the voice of the Lord ask me how far will you go? Children tripping will you go? Finance are dimensioning will you go? Got robbed for some joy will you praise me?
It is in some of these moments that I have to really search my heart. I have found myself counting on the wrong things, wrong people, wrong places and when they let my down I feel it. But I know I can count on God, in spite of everything will you follow?
Not everybody is going to support you, many are connected just to get what they can. My bible tells me to pray for them that despite-fully use me, sometime I don't want to pray for them. Can I be real with y'all, many think well that's not godly, she is an Apostle. Sorry, that is what's wrong with the church to many of us put our trust in tittles, men/women, jobs, family, ministry and when it fails you the towel is thrown in.
Again I will ask in spite of everything will you follow? I don't know about you but I am at the breaking point my confidence is not in the ministry, not in the job, not in the family, not in the law even that has been corrupted, I heard David say " Unto you I lift up my eyes, O you who dwell in the heavens. My help comes from the Lord, Jesus is my Rock, my Sword, My Shield in a raging storm. Solid as the rock of Gibraltar Jesus is my everything and yes I will go in spite of everything. He has been my shelter.
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